things wouldn't be the same without you..

2005-10-23T22:54:00.000+08:00

heyy.. :)

i won't b blogging for awhile. gt some stuff i'm realli busy wit. i'll update real soon! i promise! :) meanwhile, take care everyone. :)

*emM

PS: jus dissappear, please. biatch.

2005-10-18T22:40:00.000+08:00

Saturdae
Went to church wit my sis den went dwn to town. Yupp. Saw some OMAGOSH nice skirts. I WAN! ahhh.. lol. :) i saw utama n darius at far east. lol. tld qin, n she was all excited. haha. x)

Sundae
Went for cathechism class, as usual, she was all.. urgh. i shallnt saw aniting.
Conferende wit qin n utama tt nite. talked til like.. 2am? wit kar meng too. haha. den was like msging her til 3am. lol... haha.

Mondae
Went to sch. like so damn boring. haha. early in d morning had a tlak abt STD. dey jus HAD to show picts. grose i tell u. lol. den after recess, had some skirt performance by CCF [ cancer children foundation ] haha. damn farnie la one of d guys. i forgt his name. haha. peter had fans! lol.. haha. damn farnie la. lol.. had a v slacky dae.. BUT, sat dwn till ALL our BUTTS hurt SOOOO much. haha. x)

At home. was online wil 11pm. den toked to qin n utama til like 11.45? den i had to go.. watched tv til 12.30, den went to slp. my mum was jus plain weird la. haiz. sometimes i jus wished i could hav d whole hse to myself like b4...

Tuesdae - todae
todae was a bore... lol. we jus wasted a lot of time. haha. seriously.
7.30-8.55am > stayed in class n did nth.
8.55-10.05am > was in the com lab. did some surveys, spent d rest of d hrs talking.
10.05-10.35am > visited our sun flowers :) sat dwn in d basement, talked.
after recess-1.35pm> stayed in ct venue, reflectons, talked.

so yea.. tt was todae. BORING. lol. haha. toked awhile wit dan jus now. haha. so long nv tok to him already. haha. yea. den toked to qin again. haha.. someone's like DAMN excited i tell u. hahaha.. x)

hmm.. gona get bac mt papers tmr. i hope i pass!! laa dee dumm dummm.. :) alrite nw, gota go. tc!

*emM

PS: i miss u dear..

2005-10-14T20:27:00.000+08:00

it's all coming to an end. somehow i'm happie, somehow, i'm sad.

*emM

2005-10-10T16:42:00.000+08:00

Exams r over, n i'm still alive. amazing. :)

aniways.. chem paper todae was quite ok la. to pass is another thing.. after d exam, came hm. blahblahblah.. well, i guess i can sae tt i realli worked hard this exams.. i guess. it'll show in d results. my sis's gona help me ask my mum to get me a new hp if i do well for my exams, n on top of tt, per subj i pass, i'll get $. more if it's an A1.. hmm..rite.

my mum left for malacca awhile ago.. i was supposed to go, bt yea, i didnt. i oso canceled d trip to hong kong n gave d tix go my cousin.. well.. yea, i jus dun wana go aniwhere rite nw.. haiz.

i'm still sick. -irritating- it's been almost 3 wks, n i havent gotten ani better. oh well.. haiz. :(

well, i gota follow my sis to toa payoh nw.. you ppl tc. gd luck to d sec1's - 3's wit yur remaining papers. :)

*emM

you know tt i'll alwaes be here for u, n tt i'll support u in wadever u do.. bt pls do take care of yurself okie? i'm worried.. i miss u alot dear.. i love u baby..

2005-10-08T12:26:00.000+08:00

mt paper ystd.. was surprisingly easier den mid yr's. paper 1, i like wrote d longest compo ever. gawd neos where i gt d idea to write so much.. bt trust me, it's all crap. paper 2? hmm.. was quite alright. other den d fact tt i didnt noe some words, d rest were ok.

aniways, las paper on mondae. chem. i'm dying.. i cant study. ahh.. gawd save me please. haiz. there's onli one reason for all this. haiz. i jus hope it all ends soon.. :(

aniways, gota go study nw.. 13chaps, n i'm onli done wit 2. haiz. alrite den, gd luck everyone!

*emM

PS: i miss u so much tt it hurts so badly.. a dae without u is as bad as me dying. haiz.. :( i love u dear..

2005-10-06T20:30:00.000+08:00

HELLO! *waves!!*

jus here to giv a short lil update b4 it's off to d bks again at 8.30pm. haha. hmm.. had history paper todae. thank gawd ok! i think i'm gona pass! woOhOo! haha. b4 we went into d gym to sit for d paper, Stef, Aun Lay, Chow Woon, Charis n myself were like debating abt germany n stuff. damn farnie la.. lol. chow woon n i were like screaming at each other. haha. n thank gawd we debated SO much! LoL. Section B, essay qns, were based on wad we debated on! wahahaha. i was like happily writing out everyting. bt u noe wad's d most annoying ting ever? for qn a, 6marks, i wrote out all d points on d qns paper.. BUT when i elaborated on d answer sheet, i missed out one point! ahh!! how on earth cld i forget tt leadership was a prob to d league of nations! n for qn b, 8marks, how on earth cld i forget tt Stresemann also helped Germany by setting Germany free from isolation! ahh!! -SCREAMS!-

oh well.. it's already over. i jus hope i will pass. haiz. MT's tmr. gosh. i hope i pass tt paper too! haha. aniways, i gota run nw. it's already 8.30! haha. tc everyone! 2 more papers to go! hang in there!

*emM

2005-10-05T20:58:00.000+08:00

okie.. jus gona giv a short update. hmm..slacked quite abit todae. haha. bt onli til 3.30pm. gosh. haha. after tt, it was time to hit d history bks n notes. haha. yupp. studied hist til 7.30 pm, den ate dinner. so nw i'm having a break rite nw. bt onli til 9pm. haha. den it's bac to more studying. lol.

hmm..toked to clarence n askedhim fo a little advice awhile ago. haha yupp.

ah!! it's 8.58pm!! i gota go nw. haha. update tmr. tc everyone! n gd luck for d rest of d papers!

*emM

PS: somedae i'll write 'i miss u' on all d bricks, and hope tt 1 will fall on yur head, so tt u'll noe hw much it hurts to miss u..

2005-10-04T23:48:00.000+08:00

3 more papers to go! yayness! :) haha.

Mondae
had ss and emaths papers. ss was ok la.. duno can pass anot. haha. emaths ah, CONFIRM fail. LoL. bt den agian, i was quite confident doing d first few qns. haha. towards d end of paper 1, i felt so sick. when i started paper 2, i felt so sick. my head was spinning n i wanted to puke. LoL.

studied bio frm 10-1am, 12chaps. gosh, i still cant believe i did it. haha. :)

Tuesdae - todae
had bio n pure lit papers. bio was gd! LoL. for once i cld reali do d paper sia. hahaha. i noe i can pass d paper, bt an A1 or A2, isn't confirmed. pure lit? gosh. i rushed through d entire paper! i skipped so many points. ah!! i hope i dun fail. haiz. dere goes my A1 for lit.. haiz. writing 8pgs worth of ans, isnt enough at all! ahhh... haiz. oh well.. i'll jus wait n see. bt d end of d paper, my hand was burning! so pain sia. aiyo..

aniways, i'm jus gona slack tonite. study tmr when i wake up.. kegan toked to me jus nw. felt kinda weird. haha. was toking den he asked me hw to do math. LoL. tt's smt i least expected frm him. haha. oh well.. haha. jun xian's sending me band songs nw! wahahaha. yayness! all d wonderful songs. damn nice i tell u. haha. if u wana hear ani of d following, pls come ask me k? haha.

` Instant Concert
` Song of the Prairie
` Song Of Sailor And Sea
` Jacob de Haan - The Universal Band Collection
` Carribean Hideaway
` Symphonic Overture
` Copacabana
` The Star Of Dreams [Sembawang SYF 03]
` Fantasy Variations
` Roller Coaster
` Godzilla Eats Las Vegas
` John Williams - The Olympic Spirit
` Jazz Bluez
` March Slave
` Simple Gifts
` Post Card
` Sun Dance
` Tokyo Symphony - Deep Purple Medley
` Motivation Grd
` Officer of the day
` Latin Gold

tt's a lot rite? haha. there's still more ok! haha. this guy's good sia. haha. :)

2005-09-27T22:54:00.000+08:00

[entry abt my eng paper 1 is below this entry]

haiz. i'm tearing. i can't take it animore. haiz. it's my 3rd mth anni wit him todae.. n wad did i do? after sch, 12.30pm headed dwn to compass point wit reen n rach for lunch, den walked ard, went to d lib, borrowed a bk, den sat dwn n ate mashed potatoes, den went home. reached home at around 5pm. wen to slp at 5.45pm, woke up at 7.15pm. ate dinner, played d piano, slacked, den came online.

he hasnt wished nor call me yet at all. haiz. i miss him. so much. n after i read sarah & jared's blog, i cried. haiz. jus to see hw much d 2 of dem treasure each other through gd times n bad. haiz. i dun wana sae aniting animore. i jus wish he cld see all this rite nw. haiz.

*emM :(

imissyousomuchdear.ireallido.
happiethirdmonthanniversarydarling.iloveyou.

2005-09-27T20:18:00.000+08:00

SA2 - english paper 1 & 2 = OVER! wOoHoO!! haha. :)

man..i realli hope i can do well for d paper sia. haiz. for paper 1, d compo, d max no. of words was like 400, and i nicely wrote more den tt.. i think over 500. gosh. i'm so screwed. ahhh!! aniways, i did qn no. 4. d one where u're suppose to write abt telling a fren d truth. well, i innitially wanted to write d compo abt d project turning out to be a disaster, bt.. nah. i already did tt qn b4.

So yea.. wad was my story abt? [ *note* this is jus d outline of d story ]well.. i'm d guy, George, talking abt my bestfren, Gini. [dun ask y izit spelt lidat k? haha.] It all starts abt me describing Gini n stuff, she being all flawless, popular and alwaes had gd grades. She also had a lot of support frm her family in whatever she did. well, basically, a gurl without problems.

The story continues when suddenly Gini stopped coming to sch, n i gt worried, so i popped by her house tt dae to check up on her. upon arriving at her house, her mum welcomed me wit a warm smile.. i walked up the stairs and into her room. she was slping, so i didn't wana disturb her. i went bac dwn to d kitchen where her mum was, n she seemed a little troubled. so i inquisitively went to ask her wad was wrong. she told me tt gini was suffering frm a rare heart disease and onli had months to live. Gini didnt know wad was happening to her. her mum gave me d responsibility of telling her everyting.

A few weeks later, Gini was bac in sch, i was alwaes dere nx to her making sure tt she's alrite. She was often tired n was short of breath. Gini cld sense tt i was hiding smt frm me. bt every time she asked, i said nth was wrong. I cldnt stand lying to her animore.

The nx evening, i met Gini at d beach n we had dinner. After dinner we sat dwn n watch d stars, i den decided to tell her.. after i tld her, she cldnt believe a word i was saying and jus kept on crying.. i held her in my arms....... eventually, we fell aslp.

The nx morning, i woke up n Gini was still lying in my arms, i gentle pushed her to wake her up, bt she didnt even open her eyes. i checked for pulse, n dere was nth. i den realise tt Gini was gone. i held her in my arms n tears fell like scattered pearls.

I found a letter in Gini's pocket, and it was for me. It read, "Dear George, Thanks for everything tt u've done for me. I will alwaes love you. Your's alwaes, Gini".

Gosh.. i din noe tt d story was so dramatic sia. aiyo. in d end it turns out tt Gini loved George (me) all along! haiz. i noe, u'll b saying like, so wasted. haha. bt oh well.. if i had more time, i wld hav written a longer story. haiz. oh well.. d paper's over. it's all in d hands of d teachers now, not mine.

2005-09-26T21:22:00.000+08:00

HELLO! *waves!* jus a quick update b4 i log off n go study abit for eng. haha. yupp. :)

hmm.. todae was DAMN gd for me. haha. for some reason, i was so damn high la.. haha. one whole dae jus kept on smiling to myself, n my face was all red. haha. n obviously tessa, reen n rachel tot smt was wrong wit me. haha. i had to spill d beans. haha. yupp. like y on earth wld i b happie for no reason? LoL. it's cause of my baby! haha. yupp. i've no idea wad he did to me las nite, bt todae i jus feel so happie. haha. yupp. on top of tt, he called me after sch when he reached home! hehe. made me even MORE happy. haha. :) smt's reali wrong wit me, serious. haha. aniways, i'm counting dwn to 12am! wOoHoO! lalas. x) hehe. when the clock hits 12am, it'll be the 27th of sept.. n wad dae izit? haha. other den d fact tt it's SA2 for eng, bt wad else? smt else MORE great! hahaha. i shll nt tell anione, haha. jus b prepared for a super hyper, crazee old me okie? hehe. x)

awrite, i'll br going nw. rmb to tag me okie? tc! :)

*emM x)

i love my dear! hehe. *huggs

Here are some picts tt i recently took.

- lynn n i at catholic high sch student leaders investiture. :)
[ sorwie ah, abit small. haha. ]

- cecilia and i in the bus on the way bac to White Sands after d council chalet. :)

2005-09-25T23:48:00.000+08:00

2 daes to SA2 - english paper 1 & 2! *screams!* gosh..

okie, hello!! *waves!* so sorwie ah, one whole wk didnt come online, so didnt blog either. haha. so sorwie. aniways, here are some of d highlights oif my week.. :)

Mondae
-mugged til 2am

Tuesdae
-mugged til 2am

Wednesdae
-mugged til 2am

Thursdae
-mugged til 2am

Fridae
-went out wit daryl n aaron to celebrate aaron's bdae!! haha. damn dun dae. :) lol.

Saturdae
-went to Novena den to Sacred Heart for mass
-went to ps, bought A LOT of stuff. haha.

Sundae - todae
-went for cathechism class
-dear made me veri happie todae. :) ilu.

So, as u can see, i've been muggin a lot.. n wad's d result of it? well, nw i'm SICK. gosh. i've gt a runny nose, watery eyes, a bad sore throat, n i cant stop sneezing! *ahhh-choooo!* haha. yupp. :)

aniways, i'm planning to change my blog layout, AGAIN. bt probably nx wk. ani suggestions? haha. oh well.. haiz.

hmm.. i think i better go slp nw.. feeling realli tired already. *yawns* u ppl tc! rmb to tag me k? byee!! *waves!!*

*emM x)

>>--("v")-> i love you so much dear! x)
[ 2 more daes ]

2005-09-16T12:24:00.000+08:00

*screams!* 11 daes to finals! ahhhh!! gosh. haiz. i better start studying like, NOW. haha. yupp. aniways, this wk's been real hard for me. haiz.. well den, let's see..

Mondae
went to sch feeling so letargic n all tt. gosh. tts cause i slept at like 3am d nite b4? hmm yea. cldnt slp at all n was like crying. haiz. i miss my dad. i realli do. :( i miss my dear too. haiz. oh well..

Tuesdae
everything went on fine in sch. after sch had council meeting til 4pm. n den.. yea, i was in d office til like almost 6.30pm? yupp. was talking to mrs tan and mrs ng. after tt, i left for home. reached home.. yea, u dun wana noe wad happened.

Wednesdae
sch went on as usual again. yupp. after sch went to rivervalle mall wit tessa, rachel n reen for lunch at d food court. hmm.. let's see. we had A LOT of fun. haha. yupp. we've all got farnie things said abt us.

Tessa
- laughs like a ~~clown~~ [ she hates tt word ]
- has a zoo in her stomach! [ she's alwaes hungry, tt's y ]

Rachel
- laughs like a walrus

Reen
- laughs like a err.. wad ah? haha. i cant rmb for nw. haha. [ sorwie reen! ]

Me
- laughs like a musical fountain

Thursdae
nth much happened in sch. after sch, went to compass for lunch at Yoshinoya! wit christi n reen. hmm.. met brenda, claudine n a whole lot of ppl dere. after eating, we tlaked abt confirmation camp. haha. all the farnie stories n all tt nonsense. haha. yupp. aftet tt, came home. reached home, bathed, played wit my hamster, den went to slp. woke up at 9.20, screaming like no bodies business. my left leg muscle pull until so damn freaking pain. n guess hu's d one hu came running into d room? my sis's bf. LoL. he faster stretched my leg den took yoko-yoko and rubbed it on my leg for me. haha. [ my irritating sis, got so jealous. lol. ] after tt, i jus relaxed.. n a few mins alter? i was busy screaming again. haha. so tis time he made me stand. n i was screaming even more. haha. few mins later, i limped out to the kitchen and sat dwn. when i tried to stand, the freaking muscle pull again. wahlau. 3 times la. aiyo!

Fridae - todae
didn't go to sch todae. my leg's freaking pain la! i stil cant walk properly. i gt scolded for nt going to sch. wth. n guess wad? i lost my voice! haha. yupp. other den being injured, i'm dwn wit a terrible flu. haha. woke up at 10.30 and saw soo mayne missed calls n msgs received. haha. after checking, wei jie ask me to call him, so yea, called him. haha. i dun tink he cld even understand/hear wad i was saying. i think no one can, well, for todae. haha. i've lost my voice, n it rocks! i dont hav to tok to anione! lol. wadever. haha. aniways, after a chort conversation wit him, i fed my hamster, den came online to blog n all tt. haha. yupp. n i'm super bored. there's someone tt i wana tok to, bt he's away. oh well.. i'll jus wait or smt.

okie dokies, well den i guess i've gt nth much to sae already. haha. yupp. aniting, tag me k? haha. i'm off to mug now. -bLeaGh- haiz. oh well.. tt's wad u get for nt going to sch, STUDY AT HOME. gosh. alrity den, u ppl tc! :)

*emM x)

dear, i hope u're feeling better todae.. i miss you baby. *huggs

2005-09-12T21:42:00.000+08:00

hello, hello.. bac again. haiz. i seriously duno wad i'm doing animore. realli. haiz. oh well.. my grades are realli disgusting. realli. haiz. well i guess i better do smt before d exams draws even nearer. haiz. 15daes to finals! someone PLEASE pray for me. thanks.

anihoo, i gota go nw. gt tons of hmwk to finish up. i'm so damn tired la. slept at 3am ystd.. haiz. okok. i realli need to go. u ppl tc! tag me!! :)

*emM x)

pls take care baby, i'm sorwie i cant be there nx to u.. [ my heart aches ]

2005-09-10T03:14:00.000+08:00

-yawns!- i'm soo tired. gtg nw. it's 3.14am. haha. i'll update tmr. nitey nites! :)

*emM x)

imissyousomuchbaby!

2005-09-08T11:58:00.000+08:00

hello hello! so sorwie long time nv blog le. haha. been very busy lately. hahaha. yupp. pkies, as u can see i've gt a new template up. haha yea. jus tt nw my freaking tagboard is like MISSING! ah! hahahaha. yea. i'll figure it out tmr la. lol. too lazy to look at all d funny codes thingy nw. haha. okies i'll be bac soon. quite busy rite nw, on d phone wit kendrick. lol. okie dokies u ppl tc! :)

*emM x)

wheeeee...!!

2005-08-15T21:28:00.000+08:00

hello! haha. jus bac to update a li'l. haha. got tons to write, bt i duno where to begin. haha.

Highlights
27 july
- our special dae x)

28 july
- eng ct3 [screwed it]

1 aug
- eng ct4 [screwed it too]

2 aug
- ss ct4 [sigh]

3 aug
- another special dae :)
- bio/chem ct4 [screwed it agian]

4 aug
- emath [confirm fail.lol]

5 aug
- history ct4 [think i failed it too]
- mt ct 4 [failed by 1mrk!]

8 aug
- national dae celebration in sch

12 aug
- pure lit ct4 [not enough time to finish, as usual]

16 aug
- debate (eng)

19 aug
- bio test! [argh..!]

haha. alrite den, i gtg nw. haha. busy doing smt rite nw. haha. oh well. band's rawking my life. lol. band songs are good for health. lol! x)

*emM

nthcandescribemyloveforyou.foreverlovingyou

stressed

2005-08-05T16:10:00.000+08:00

me oh my! so sorwie, been realli busy n like having probs as well. yupp. anyways, i gota go nw. i'll update soon. take care. :)

*emM

coughs

2005-07-21T21:12:00.000+08:00

*cough*cough*cough*

ahhh. i'm sick agian. haiz. sooo sorwie if i haven't been blogging lately. been realli busy. haha yea. oh well.. i'll blog over d wkends la. haha yupp. aniway, u ppl tc! :) [tag me plssss]

*emM

Highlights
19 july
- [eng oral] screwed it!
- went to esplanade for d SYF 2005 concert band presentation. ahhh!! love it! x)
20 july
- chem common test 3
22 july [tmr]
- class photo taking
- band photo taking
- Catholic High Bilingual Dram Fest @ NAFA auditorium

Dear, please take good care of yurself. I'm sorwie i cant be there to look after u dear. I love u dear. :)

walalalas..

2005-07-16T22:30:00.000+08:00

me oh my, i've gt tons to update abt. haha. happie reading! :)

29 June 2005 - SJC Student Council Investiture 2005
ahhh!! my fav dae! wahahahahaha..! x) sooo many guests came, me oh my! a first man. haha. yupp. well, i sure had a blast on tt dae. haha. pleaseee go see my most lovable gp 1 picts okie? jus click on * my memories * hahaha! x) me oh my. haha. man i had so much fun. haha. if u wana noe wad happened? *ahem ahem* come ask me okie? hahaha. :)

8 July 2005 - Passing Out Parade
haiz..i'll nv forgt this dae, ever. haiz. well, after sch we had lunch, den went to the band rm to jus lax n chill for awhile.. later on, had to help st.john's, npcc n guides to carry chairs n tables for the whole parade. yupp. after tt, went to the band rm, haha. cheryl, gil, clar, joan n myself were busy toking abt 'stuff' haha. damn farnie la. yupp. i tried doing bio hmwk, useless. LoL. after tt, had gt ready, changed into blazers n court shoes, den went out onto the parade sq. well, it lked as though it was abt to rain, bt u noe wad? it didn't! thank gawd we had realli gd weather, nt to warm, nt to hot, jus nice. haha. yupp :) so the parade began, Mrs Chan was our guest of honour. yupp. d final part, d slow march, haiz. i like started cryin as soon as our dear band members started marching. haiz. :'( crying session no 1. after the whole ceremony was over, we played one last song. That Thing You Do. haiz. Tt's gota b one of my fav moments. haiz. :'( later on, we went to eat, bt b4 tt, we were all crying at the general office, crying session no 2.den went bac to the band rm. crying session no 3. made all d final little thanks n speaches, gave out our gifts, cried summore, n den we all went to the basketball court. we spent our las few moments as a military band in the courtyard. haiz. d ex seniors were cutting cake, while d rest of us, posed for endless photo taking. haha. yea.. had some farnie snap shots. haha. :) [mersa, i stil cant frgt d one u took of *ahem* haha. damn farnie la. i bet we turned the whole bus up side dwn. haha. x) ] before we all left for home, we marched up n dwn the basketball court. haiz. suyu's last few commands.. haiz. :( yupp. can u imagine? abt almost 40gurls, marching ard d courtyard at like 8+pm, in blazers, n court shoes? haha.. yupp. tts us! LoL. x) anyways, after tt, we left sch, n went home. In the bus, i read the letters tt i received frm suyu n yani, man, i cried even more. haiz. yea. oh well.. i'll nv ever forgt dem. i love u all!
.Amanda .Joan .Clarissa .Regina .Nicole .Rebecca .Sophie .Yani .Suyu .Rachel .Isabel .Beryl .Stephanie

13 July 2005 - Catholic High Investiture
haha yes. went to cat high's student leaders investiture wit lynn!! hahahahaha. well, we expected SOOOO much, bt in d end, hmmm.. yea. i think SJC's council investiture is wayyyy better. well, i shalln't sae too much, bt hmm..mayb jus d gd points. well, CH is too big. hahaha. i'm in love with d sch, seriously. LoL. gt alot of cool stuff la. yupp. haha. hmm.. met a few ppl dere like, George, Marvyn, Shao Ren, Wu Chean [ahem!], n many many other guys la. haha. yupp. i'm quite shocked actually. LoL. hmmmmmm. yea. haha i hope u noe wad i'm toking abt. LoL. ahem ahem! haha. x)

14 July 2005 - CCA leader's investiture [sjc]
ok, nth much to tok abt it. same old story. line up outside d hall, den wait for 200 over ppl to get their letters of appointment n cca leaders badges, den sae d pledge. haha. yupp. i'm bac in the commitee again. yupp. :)

16 July 2005 - today
had council meeting frm 9-12.30pm this morning. yupp. went through quite a lot of stuff. yupp. after d meeting, followed nel-la-la [nella] and social retard [rebecca yeo] to CP for lunch at mos burger, i sat dere n smsed, while dey ate in silence. omagosh, like realli, i felt kinda weird, dey dont tok at all when dey eat. gdness. haha. aniways, after tt, we took 156 hm. haha yea.

reached home, bathed, ate lunch, watched tv, smsed dear, and fell aslp. haha. yea. woke up at 6.30 having a relli bad headache. called dear n talked for awhile. yupp. hehe. miss him so much. haiz. after tt, smsed him summore, den ate dinner. after dinner, came online til nw. haha yupp. been chatting online n smsing my dear too! hehe x)

gona tok to him later. haha. i cant wait. lalas. :) oh well den, i tink i'll end off now, nth much to sae already. haha. :) awrite den, tc! tag me pleaseee? :)

*emM

[ i jus keep on falling for u even more everydae as the days go by ]

lalas. x)

2005-07-11T23:24:00.000+08:00

heyy!! like a thousand apologies here! haha. been like ages since i

blogged.. well, i'm kinda busy nw. haha yupp. mayb i'll blog tmr or smt.

haha. yupp.

anyways, u ppl tc! tag me pleaseeee? hehe. x)

*emM

i will alwaes love you * i will never leave you

2005-07-02T14:48:00.000+08:00

ahh!! soo sorwie. been really busy lately. no time to update la. haha. lax lax. i'm ok. LoL.

well, my face, hands and legs are so red nw thanks to POP rehersals. haha. yupp. my cheeks are superr red nw. wahaha. free make-up! Lol. [nt link i wear dem though] bt ya.. haha.

okie!! i gtg nw. MacRitchie performance tmr! please come okie? see u dere! take care. :)

*emM

2005-06-27T07:22:00.000+08:00

(25june2005) hmm..had d lau pa sat performance ystd. hmm..it was okie la. haha. i expected way more ppl den wad turned out, bt, yea, it was fine. thanks to the high ceilings!! wahaha. Xp bt d time we gt bac to sch was almost 9+pm. haha yea. after tt, went dwn to dhouby ghaut instead of twn. bahhh. haha yea. so went dwn to Cp to change first den took d train. haha yea. watched a 12.30an show, Mr & Mrs Smith. haha yea. ok la, nt bad d movie. LoL. :) ended at abt 2+am, den took a cab bac. reached home at 3am. haha yea..

(26june2005) came online after tt, LoL. was chatting wit crazyzyzy! wahaha. yea.. n smsing as well. LoL. turned off d com at 6am! wahaha. n i onli slept at 7am! wahahahaha! woke up at 10am, went to church. after tt, bought lunch and came home.. omagosh, n nw i'm bac online!! wahaha. bahhhh!! there's sch tmr. i haven't even started on my hmwk yet! -screams!- i'm so gona mug tonight.. thank god there's someone to acc me, if nt i'd probably jus die dere. haha yea.

haiz..man. this june hols jus passed by so fast ok! gosh!! been real busy wit band, council, my life, haiz. all sorts of tings la. bahhhh!! can i hav another month pls?? -sobsob-

oh well, i guess i better end off here n start doing my hmwk le. LoL.. wahahaha. okie, tc..

*emM

i'm sooo in love with :
`SASMB!
`SAJCCB
`Mr David Gloss
`The 7th Night of July!
`The Merry Widow!
`Overture Jubiloso!
`i'm not okay (i promise) -my chemical romance
`~~you~~

2005-06-25T19:40:00.000+08:00

Ooooo-LaLas! wahaha. someone's too hot for me to handle liao sia. hehe. shall keep my mouth shut. LoL. let's see wad u ppl r tinking. LoL x)

hmmm..let's see wad happened. (24june2005)
went to sch early to help athena n jing yi..haha yea. den after tt had council investiture rehersal! wahahaha! d new council blazer is like so damn nice la. LoL. yupp. :) so frm 9 to abt almost 1pm, we were walking in court shoes. haha. yess.. up n dwn d hall.. sitting properly, walking gently.. omagosh. haha. yea. blahblahblah.. after tt, went home wit nella. LoL. in 82 bus, omagosh! encountered wit a bunch of campers frm OBS, i tink jurong sec n bowen. omagosh. i almost fainted can? lol. -no offence- haha. hehe. :)

wasn't feeling well, so didnt go out wit my sis in d end. -sobsob- so went to slp.. woke up at 7.30pm. wahaha! was busy smsing ah chong. lol. yes, ah chong. so after tt he went to play bbal.. while i did my own stuff.. after tt, came online. yupp.

tok tok tok, blahblahblah, hmph! hmph! hmph!, bahh! bahh! bahh!, and i'm here now! haha. it's currently 4.36am (25june2005), and i'm still awake! LoL. n wad am i doin at tis hr? hmm.. finding for picts. haha yea. and tlaking to my beloved CRAZYZYZY, qin! wOohOo! LALAS. lol. Xp

okie la, i better end off here. SJCMB has a oerformance later. Pleaseee come if you can okie? haha.
Venue: Lua Pat Sat
Time: 6.30pm

take care ppl.. n pls tag me! hehe. x)

*emM

PS: Happie Birthdae Shermie!

2005-06-23T17:48:00.000+08:00

haiz, it's all over now. yupp. 1mth, 4daes later. haiz. i dun wana talk abt it anymore.. haiz. :(

hmm..well, i'm all bac at d starting line again. yupp. bac where i started. haiz. it's gona b another long wait for someone like tt to come by. haiz. oh well...

anyways, i'm kinda in d mad laming mood nw, bt i've gt mo one to lame wit. -sobsob- haiz. oh well..

i tink i better end here, my sis's bugging me to use d com nw. oh well.. i'll update soon.

take care.. :)

*emM

i'm sad but yet, i'm not sad. how can tt be? bahh! i'm all jumbled up in this little world of mine haiz

2005-06-18T12:02:00.000+08:00

-somehow i don't seem to care abt wadever u said-idiot-

haiz. me gt fever sia. haiz. 39.2 leh! -piangx- haiz. n i'm missing him so much. haiz. i realli loved d gift he gave me. so cutecute de. haiz.. i hope he liked mine too.. -sobsob- :(

i realli had a great time wit him.. haiz. i miss u bear bear.. :(

i tink tts all for now ba, mus go rest le.

happie 1mth anni dear..
i love you bear bear.
[ 16may2005 ]

*emM :(

2005-06-13T16:38:00.000+08:00

Anyone noe how to pt song in my blog? Pleaseee help me okie? thankies! :)

WaLaLaS! LoL. i'm sooo damn happie nw. haha. i'm all hyper n mad now. LoL. dun ask y. haha. :) yuppers! LaLaLas! wOoHoO! hahahahahaha. ok, i'm mad now. LoL. x)

oh ya hor! i haven't announced wad SJCMB gt for SYF 2005 yet!! wahahahahaha.. we got....... -drum rolls- SILVER WITH HONOURS! wahahahahahahaha! yupp. tt's wad d band calls it. SILVER WITH HONOURS. hahahaha.. x)

okie, let's see wad happened tdy.
09.30am - woke up
10.00am - got ready for church
10.35am - left my house for church
10.45am - mass started
12.00pm - mass ended
12.05pm - went for lunch
12.35pm - took a bus dwn to kovan and took d train to town
04.00pm- left twn for P.S.
06.00pm - left P.S. for hm
06.30pm - reached home
06.45pm - came online
09.30pm - watched tv
10.00pm - cooked dinner for my sis n her bf
11.00pm - came back online
12.40am - watched music videos online
01.00am - NOW! hahahaha. :)

n yes, of cos (again), i was msging him whenever i cld. hehe. x)

like.. OMAGOSH! dere was dis guy tt jus said hi to my sis n i for no apparent reason. he was wit 2 other guys. wahlau dman scary okie! every where we went, those idiots were dere. goodness. freaky okie! scared me to poo! 0_0

didn't buy much things tdy though. but i DID see tons of stuff tt i wanted to buy! ahh! mummy!! i need money! LoL.. Xp

things i wana get frm twn:
*1 white skirt frm JL [ for my confirmation ]
*1 skirt frm Flash n Splash
*1 skirt from Surf Bay
*1 top frm FOX
*tt oh-so nice wallet frm Roxy!
*tt oh-so nice bag frm adidas
= total amt of $ needed : approx. $100++ i tink? LoL. hehe. Xp

ahh..lovely isnt it? wahaha. i onli gt $50 nw. gawd. n tt's like thanks to my uncle for giving it to me. LoL. but, i don tink i'm gona spend d $50 on d tings i wana buy. saving it for thurs. hehe. x) thurs is wayyy.. more impt den buying those stuff. hehe! x) i can't wait til thurs! LaLaS! :) so happie.. wahahahaha.. :)

alrighty den, tts all i gota sae for todae. you ppl tc. tag meee!! haha. thankies.

*emM

"Feel Good Inc."

City's breaking down on a camel's back.
They just have to go 'cos they dont hold back
So all you fill the streets it's appealing to see
You wont get out the county, 'cos you're bad and free
You've got a new horizon It's ephemeral style.
A melancholy town where we never smile.
And all I wanna hear is the message beep.
My dreams, they've got to kiss, because I dont get sleep, no..

Windmill, Windmill for the land.
Learn forever hand in hand
Take it all in on your stride
It is sticking, falling down
Love forever love is free
Let?s turn forever you and me
Windmill, windmill for the land
Is everybody in?

Laughing gas these hazmats, fast cats,
Lining them up-a like ass cracks,
Ladies, homies, at the track
its my chocolate attack.
Shit, I'm stepping in the heart of this here
Care bear bumping in the heart of this here
watch me as I gravitate
hahahahahahaa.
Yo, we gonna go ghost town,
this motown,
with yo sound
you're in the place
you gonna bite the dust
Cant fight with us
With yo sound
you kill the INC.
so dont stop, get it, get it
until you're cheddar header.
Yo, watch the way I navigate

Windmill, Windmill for the land.
Learn forever hand in hand
Take it all in on your stride
It is sticking, falling down
Love forever love is free
Let's turn forever you and me
Windmill, windmill for the land
Is everybody in?

Dont stop, get it, get it
we are your captains in it
steady,
watch me navigate,
ahahahahahhaa.
Dont stop, get it, get it
we are your captains in it
steady, watch me navigate

i'm such a happie gurl again tonight

love forever love is free, let's turn forever you and me

4 more daes

2005-06-12T16:27:00.000+08:00

wOo LaLa..! i've gt this cute layout nw. LoL. must thank GRISELDA J. P. for helping me wit tis. wahaha.. thankies gurl! :)

hm..let's see.. wad happened tdy.
10.00am - woke up
10.30am - came online
01.00pm - ate lunch
05.30pm - logged out
06.30pm - went to d doc
07.20pm - came home
07.30pm - came online
07.45pm - ate dinner
09.00pm - came back online
01.00am - here!! / talking to QIN too! [she made me write tis]

haha yupp. tt's my boring dae. well, of cuz i was msging someone at every opportunity la. bt ya, didn't get to msg much todae.. oh well.. nw slp le. -sobsob- :(

hmm..i gt to noe Nom tdy. haha.. he damn farnie sia. lol. he was guessing which was me. den after tt i gave him a certificate for it. LoL. damn lame la. oh well, jus being meeee! haha. :)

been busy dwl songs tdy. LoL. i gt some realli cute once nw.. haha. d madagascar, i like to move it song is like, omagosh! so technoish.. LoL. Xp dwl d crazy frog song too. LoL. cute sia. keke. Xp

ahhh..it's so daamn hot now!! -faints- i think i better end off here n run straight to my lovely aircon room.. LoL. okie dokies den. u ppl tc. tag me pleaseee?? oh n if u wan me to tag u, pleaseee tell me okie? thankies!

*emM x)

2005-06-11T05:46:00.000+08:00

Omigosh..it's been like 4-5mths since i last blogged. LoL.. haha. guess this will be like my err.. 3rd or 4th blog now? hahaha. yupp. i tink i'm gona stick to this one for awhile. LoL. :p

aniways, life's been up and dwn.. (as usual) yea. haha. hmm..now, it's quite okie i guess. yupp. nth much to worri abt. LoL. oh well. :)

june hol's finally here! haha. yupp. bt me stil gota go bac to sch for band prac.. -sobsob- LoL. love it aniways.. haha. :) we're having 3up-coming performances! wahaha. come ask me for d details if u wana go okie? yay!! haha. x)

hmm..i think i better end off here now. got tons of stuff to do, n i haven't eaten lunch yet! i'll update soon!

u ppl tc. :)

*emM

"Going Crazy" - Natalie
Ever since the day you went away and left me lonely and cold
My life just hasn't been the same ohh baby, nooo
When I looked into your eyes the moment that I let you go
I just broke down (down)

Baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice
Cuz the feeling that I feel within
No other man would ever make me feel so right
Its nice to smile when I get your phone call at night
But I'd rather have you here with me, right next to me
I miss the way you hold me tight

[Bridge]
I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything

[Chorus 2x]
Thats right baby I'm going crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby

Break it down now I'll tell you what I feel
From the moment that I met you its been so damn real
My heart seems to skip another beat
Every time we speak, I can't believe I feel so weak
Tell me that you really need me and you want me and you miss me
And you love me I'm your lady
I'll be around waiting for you I'll put it down be the woman for you

I'm falling so deep for you crazy over for you
I`m calling, calling out to you what am I going to do?
It's true, no frontingIts you and no other i can no longer go on without you
I'll just break down (down)

[Bridge]
I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything

[Chorus 2x]
Thats right baby I'm going crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby

Ohhh, ohhh....
Crazy... lady..... lately....
Ohhh ohhh.....
Ohh ohhh ohhhhhh
Baby...

things wouldn't be the same without you..

wheeeee...!!

stressed

*coughs*

walalalas..

lalas. x)

coughs